Narcipost ahead…
Well, let’s see. My Darling has decided not to live with me ’till a few months after Baby is born at best. And then, as if the world was saying “Screw You, buddy!”, I didn’t get the job at the warehouse I was trying for (it paid up to $20 an hour, if you were a hard worker). But I guess it’s a good thing she decided not to live with me. After all, if I can’t take care of her, why should she live with me? I just feel so damn powerless. I’m afraid, and I don’t know what to do! I NEED to be able to take care of our child and it’s mother, and it’s looking like I won’t be able to. At least, not for a while.
It’s just so weird. I’ve always felt that I can do anything. “Just gotta work hard, you can make it happen.” And now, I’ve come up against a wall. And it HURTS. I’ve got people depending on me, and I…
I don’t know. Wish me luck, everyone.
Friday, April 29th, 2005 @ 5:32 am 
Narcipost, Matt, Work, Girlfriend
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